trust , believe ,& understand me..

this time i just need u..

trust me and believe me..

understand me too...

only these that i ask for..

not other things...

but why both of u always against me..

is it i'm really wrong 4 every movement or the path that i take..

why never support me..

i'm only have  both of u..

why only look to the other person rather than me..

i'm the only one as ur child no one else...

i just want u to pray 4 my safety n my successful..

thats all i need..

even ur love was given to other but not me..

i'm trying so much to be independant...

even this time is the most difficult 4 me...

i really facing it..

really hard 4 me ..

i dont know what to do anymore..

i just need to move and move on until don't know when the end..

suffering and misery just too much till indescribably..

mom n dad please trust me n believe me n understand me..

i'm really begging of u but i never forget to pray 4 u...

even how hard my life right now n routine..

(chambering + part time jobs + dslp )  = (~ _ ~)

don't push me but support me..

please do so...