midbreak but no break...hummm

this midbreak for the last sem 

need to sacrifice the break too..

but it's okey just be patient..

it's going to end soon..

left than 2 month only...

and then merdeka..

but i must make sure i grad this sem

even all the works like a mountain..

it gonna be settle one by one..

if i feel stuck then i rest n fb ...

later on continue again until finish..

although my home calling me back..

and i really wanna going back..

so sick of it..

i'm going home soo just a little bit late..

hoho..

sad live in uia alone in this break but its fine..

passin through it...more calmness..

huhu this is my midbreak for the last sem but 

no break at all...mmmm

me,karate n sungai...huhu (^____^)

love u too much my hobby

cannot separate anymore with myself

never ever leave it again

i'm dyin when leave it before

that's my most mistake ...

even need to kiss the Aikol floor just take it

who dare to do that

haha ...

only karate ,mandi sungai early morning at weken even so cold

like crazy man it doesn't matter,

jungle trekking n camping give me new breath of oxygen

far away from hustle n rustle

all those activities just make me alive again..

huhu...

not forget i have new hobby too jogging n playing badminton ...

what such an interesting activities...

just full of the day...

really make me happy n release ...

 healthy life ...no sadnesss

this is  really me nobody can restraint it...

i'm love'n it ....!!!!

Miss Independent (n_n)

Kinda women that want you but don't need you

   cant figure it out, there's something about 

Cuz  walk like a boss, talk like a boss

She got her own thing

Miss independent

  the way you shine

there's something about kinda woman that can do it for herself

kinda women that dont even need  help

She says she got it, she got it, no doubt,

work like the boss, play like the boss

made for a boss, Soley a boss,

Anything less,  telling em to get lost

favourite thing, is to say dont worry i got it

      Miss independent

the way you shine.....

my new life~~

i want to have my own way..

no more lookin back...

just see the future..

i 'm really struggle hard this time..

no more tolerate..

but really be myself..

i just need to ensure what i dream..

becoming reality this time..

whatever other people might say..

nothing to bother ..

ignored them n move on..

i can be stronger than before..

just see it..

i have my new life..

full with colors n style..

i joining back what i left n really love to do it..

bcoz it gives me life n meaningful..

i don't need all the past n sorrowness..

i know  i can be miss independant n survivor...

for whatever challenge comin' this time..

no tears anymore..

aja aja fightin' my new life!!!!!

keep on forgetting ??

keep forgetting about u...

it all just keep on ..

spinning around in my head..

but don't matter ...

   what i try to do..

and i don't want to think..

    about you..

i keep on forgetting to..

   forget about  you...

no more running in my head..

       it's all over...

a.l.o.n.e..

   i feel so lonely..

nobody cares what i feel..

just like that..

everyone who i love just left me..

one by one..

   nothing left for me anymore..

only me who miss them so much..

tryin' hard not to erase..

but kept them in my mind like a beauty frame..

 in my heart just empty ..

     cold and freeze..

both of u who brought me up..

      also never takes care of me..

but don't worries i never blame u..

but just feel so lonely..

  n left be broken...

even  i keep down in my heart..

i promise it will never hurt u..

because i love u 4ever..

    in my sorrows n silence heart..

though i passin' through it ...

     since childhood until now..

ever never hurt u...

   just feel so lonely...

nobody left with me...

so i just need to move on my life..

   n try to tell my self..

that i should walk away ...

  in my alone path..

with the frozen heart ..

         and being a.l.o.n.e...