Saturday, January 29, 2011

midbreak but no break...hummm

this midbreak for the last sem 
need to sacrifice the break too..
but it's okey just be patient..
it's going to end soon..
left than 2 month only...
and then merdeka..
but i must make sure i grad this sem
even all the works like a mountain..
it gonna be settle one by one..
if i feel stuck then i rest n fb ...
later on continue again until finish..
although my home calling me back..
and i really wanna going back..
so sick of it..
i'm going home soo just a little bit late..
hoho..
sad live in uia alone in this break but its fine..
passin through it...more calmness..
huhu this is my midbreak for the last sem but 
no break at all...mmmm

Friday, January 28, 2011

me,karate n sungai...huhu (^____^)

love u too much my hobby
cannot separate anymore with myself
never ever leave it again
i'm dyin when leave it before
that's my most mistake ...
even need to kiss the Aikol floor just take it
who dare to do that
haha ...
only karate ,mandi sungai early morning at weken even so cold
like crazy man it doesn't matter,
jungle trekking n camping give me new breath of oxygen
far away from hustle n rustle
all those activities just make me alive again..
huhu...
not forget i have new hobby too jogging n playing badminton ...
what such an interesting activities...
just full of the day...
really make me happy n release ...
 healthy life ...no sadnesss
this is  really me nobody can restraint it...
i'm love'n it ....!!!!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Miss Independent (n_n)

Kinda women that want you but don't need you
   cant figure it out, there's something about 
Cuz  walk like a boss, talk like a boss
She got her own thing
Miss independent
  the way you shine
there's something about kinda woman that can do it for herself
kinda women that dont even need  help
She says she got it, she got it, no doubt,
work like the boss, play like the boss
made for a boss, Soley a boss,
Anything less,  telling em to get lost
favourite thing, is to say dont worry i got it
      Miss independent
the way you shine.....

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

my new life~~

i want to have my own way..
no more lookin back...
just see the future..
i 'm really struggle hard this time..
no more tolerate..
but really be myself..
i just need to ensure what i dream..
becoming reality this time..
whatever other people might say..
nothing to bother ..
ignored them n move on..
i can be stronger than before..
just see it..
i have my new life..
full with colors n style..
i joining back what i left n really love to do it..
bcoz it gives me life n meaningful..
i don't need all the past n sorrowness..
i know  i can be miss independant n survivor...
for whatever challenge comin' this time..
no tears anymore..
aja aja fightin' my new life!!!!!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

keep on forgetting ??

keep forgetting about u...
it all just keep on ..
spinning around in my head..
but don't matter ...
   what i try to do..
and i don't want to think..
    about you..
i keep on forgetting to..
   forget about  you...
no more running in my head..
       it's all over...

Monday, January 3, 2011

a.l.o.n.e..

   i feel so lonely..
nobody cares what i feel..
just like that..
everyone who i love just left me..
one by one..
   nothing left for me anymore..
only me who miss them so much..
tryin' hard not to erase..
but kept them in my mind like a beauty frame..
 in my heart just empty ..
     cold and freeze..
both of u who brought me up..
      also never takes care of me..
but don't worries i never blame u..
but just feel so lonely..
  n left be broken...
even  i keep down in my heart..
i promise it will never hurt u..
because i love u 4ever..
    in my sorrows n silence heart..
though i passin' through it ...
     since childhood until now..
ever never hurt u...
   just feel so lonely...
nobody left with me...
so i just need to move on my life..
   n try to tell my self..
that i should walk away ...
  in my alone path..
with the frozen heart ..
         and being a.l.o.n.e...